I've Been Thinking..

I'm hoping this little bear of mine will give me the luck I need. This bear has been sitting on my Examination Table for the past few days now. I'll always look at it for inspiration, or rather the determination to carry on with the paper.

12 May 2009:

Math paper 2. OMGWTFBBQ. It was a killer, that paper made me perspire like I've never perspired before, that paper made me so frustrated. And that wasn't the hardest paper I would actually do.

Physics was, Meh. I know I'm going to fail anyway..

13 May 2009:

History, I'm scared now, I have this gut instinct that I'm going to flunk History. I wrote complete nonsense on the paper. I couldn't even understand what I was writing for the first few questions. Zz, if my marker does understand, then I'd give her props for understanding it.

A Math, I think I'm going to huddle in a corner and cry now. I think I totally gave up on myself after the 6th question of trying. Good God.

14 May 2009:

Nothing really happened, everything seemed to pass very fast. Oh, I painted the skies of the the Staff Room mural. I still think the butterfly and the bird looks odd. -.-

15 May 2009:

Math Paper 1, I found it interestingly easier than Paper 2. MUCH easier. But that doesn't mean I'll pass Math, I'll probably be failing it with soaring colours.


16 May 2009:

I'm sitting at home, I don't know what to do, I feel confused. My Life's a total mess right now. I suddenly can't wait to go back to school, where I won't face the 4 walls of my room. Where I won't feel the sadness lurking around.

Thinking right now, that if we were to go for a Sec 2 chalet, would everything remain the same?
Would all the incidents that happened for the past 5 months rewind and go back to how we were last year?

Would we not feel the awkwardness?

Truth to be told, I think our class has changed alot, I can't deny the fact that many things have changed. And the past will forever be the past. As much as we'd like to relive it again, what's lost is lost.

Time and tide waits for no man, not even the powerful can control it.

I don't think we'd be united either, we'd probably be hanging out with our 'cliques' rather than together as a class eh?