You know what? Thanks.

Thanks for everything. Thank you for letting me feel like I'm not as useless as I think I am.

At least I'll know that there would be people who appreciate me, they let me know that I have a talent, and that talent isn't useless like I think it is.

And you know who they are? They're the people who taught me at school. I feel like a spec of dust at home, I feel as if I have no hope in my future anymore.

But yesterday, My teachers let me realise that I wasn't a nothing, I was a something.


Thank god for my friends and the people that guide me.



What am I to you? Why do I have to rely on other people to feel the comfort? Can you tell me why?

Graaah..

I suddenly feel like going back to Sec 1, WHEN MY ENGLISH WASN'T AS HORRIBLE AS NOW. >:/

From A1 to B4 WTF. -.-


Big BIG BIG BIG drop.


Crap,

I can't wait for Sec 2 Chalet, if there is any.. -.-

"Those who appear like the happiest person alive, may not be happy.
Those who appear to be depressed, may not necessarily be depressed."

And I, belong to the former..

I hate Filing.

Did I mention I hate Filing? I do.

Anyway, I'll make this a short one.


Cheer up Katy okay? :)
You'll be back to normal before you know it. Ignore the fact that you're in a relationship right now ignore everything that's bothering you and let down your hair! Enjoy the little things in life, like playing TS2 or, you can enjoy the nice nice scenery.

Throw away your sad feeling into a box. And embrace the pretty-ness. Haha. :D

Shiok ah.

Went to Central yesterday to buy sticky sweets ! :D
& Elaine's prezzie.

Went to Vivo to slack and buy stuff. And watched
Night at the Museum II It was super funny..

Abandoned Shopping Cart. O:
Found along Bukit Batok MRT station.. -.-

Starsky and Pan, fighting -.-
O:

Today:

Finally went for a swim today. It's been 108273102837123 years since I swam. Hah. The feeling was awesome! The water was sooo cooool.. *contented smile*

I apologise for the crappy post, but I think I've forgotten most of what happened this week.. :X
So, yeah. Normal blogging will resume soon. I guess..

Good bye :D

:3

OMG HAIIIIIII. Guess who's here :P

Am I the pro-est hax0r or wh4t????? :D





Kei bai bai. :)

Shitty

I one word to describe my day today? Shitty, just Shitty.

I've Been Thinking..

I'm hoping this little bear of mine will give me the luck I need. This bear has been sitting on my Examination Table for the past few days now. I'll always look at it for inspiration, or rather the determination to carry on with the paper.

12 May 2009:

Math paper 2. OMGWTFBBQ. It was a killer, that paper made me perspire like I've never perspired before, that paper made me so frustrated. And that wasn't the hardest paper I would actually do.

Physics was, Meh. I know I'm going to fail anyway..

13 May 2009:

History, I'm scared now, I have this gut instinct that I'm going to flunk History. I wrote complete nonsense on the paper. I couldn't even understand what I was writing for the first few questions. Zz, if my marker does understand, then I'd give her props for understanding it.

A Math, I think I'm going to huddle in a corner and cry now. I think I totally gave up on myself after the 6th question of trying. Good God.

14 May 2009:

Nothing really happened, everything seemed to pass very fast. Oh, I painted the skies of the the Staff Room mural. I still think the butterfly and the bird looks odd. -.-

15 May 2009:

Math Paper 1, I found it interestingly easier than Paper 2. MUCH easier. But that doesn't mean I'll pass Math, I'll probably be failing it with soaring colours.


16 May 2009:

I'm sitting at home, I don't know what to do, I feel confused. My Life's a total mess right now. I suddenly can't wait to go back to school, where I won't face the 4 walls of my room. Where I won't feel the sadness lurking around.

Thinking right now, that if we were to go for a Sec 2 chalet, would everything remain the same?
Would all the incidents that happened for the past 5 months rewind and go back to how we were last year?

Would we not feel the awkwardness?

Truth to be told, I think our class has changed alot, I can't deny the fact that many things have changed. And the past will forever be the past. As much as we'd like to relive it again, what's lost is lost.

Time and tide waits for no man, not even the powerful can control it.

I don't think we'd be united either, we'd probably be hanging out with our 'cliques' rather than together as a class eh?

Long Post!

Wednesday:

I had to like carry all my books back on Wednesday. Books srsly can kill. Really. it was damn hard to walk down the staircase when I couldnt even see the steps luh. Make me walk like some preg. woman lor -.-

On wednesday, I had my Simple Interest and Compund Interest Test. I really really hope I don't fail this. Really. I also hope that I don't fail my Mid Years. :/


Thursday:


Katharine & Xuan Wen came over after the exams.

Oh, and before that I was being held back by Mr Yeo u_u Like, really lah. Even if you want the books and we can't get it. What can we do? You like to play staring games izzit. I don't really have the time to entertain you. You know?
I still got out anyways. Lol.



Friday(yesterday):

Left:Elaine
Right:Xuan Wen

Elaine, Katharine & Xuan Wen came over again!! It was so fun luh. Although I was frickin tired after the Chem Supp and Physics(again. -.-) We played with the computer to playing the piano and loads more stuff till like 8 pm.

I slept almost immediately after they left. Lol. o.o

Cute right! My hamsters were sleeping in the same position! They are the cutest luh. Haha. I think you know them the one on the left is Snowball and the one on the right is Oreo!! :) He's grown much bigger already lor. And, it's only been a month or so. -.-


Saturday(today):

Katy came over for a studying session which ended earlier coz of the weather. The hot, hot, hot weather. (hot) I tell you, Katharine is really addicted to L4D lor. I'm glad my L4d has this auto out thingo. So she won't be so stuck to the computer screen -.-

Watched House Bunny after that. Damn funny!! And thanks to Katharine, I'm hooked to some of the songs she was playing just now. -o-


Kay, I think that's all for now eh? o.o


BuhBye.

I want to go back to 2008, no wait.. 2007. I want to go back to both.. Coz I miss the people there so much. Now, I'm looking forward to the class chalet coz I can see them again.

I miss the past. Why must everything move so fast? :/

I am tired, I am having a headache. I have a feeling that I am going to fail A-math. Badly. I still have tons of Math Homework to do, and I don't think I'll ever touch them.. I've been staying back for the past two weeks.

And, I don't think this helps me in anything because it leaves me so lethargic when I get home.

And I don't want to even care about my Mid Year Exams. To make things better, they re-did the Mid Year Exams timetable just 2 days before the thing starts. Really. Thanks. You made my life better. -.-


I DON'T LIKE MATH D:

Orea -_-

Oreo + Urea = Orea = Eww.

Ballooons~ (:

Kay, one post. Just for Katy, Coz she bugged me for liek.. a million years. -.-

This is a brief update on what happened for the past week or so.

I got Oreo on the 22nd of April (: He's like a month old already! So cute and random at the same time.. He twitches in his sleep LOL.
Some brief info on Oreo .

His name was actually Chloe Orange Sharmain Smth Smth. Then I changed it to Xiao Long Bao. In the end I decided to name it Oreo (:

Along the way, Oreo was being traumatized by weird people who thought that shaking his temp. cage was fun -o-"
People like me, weiqiao, me again, yi shan, ms poon, mr choo and some other random people =.=
Oh, and he unknowingly became friends with Ms Poon o_o"

Anyway, that was a week ago. Now for something more recent! :D

Outing with the Clique, SW and SH (:
on Monday!

Went out with them to IMM, I was supposed to be at Pastamania with Chloe(BOLD LEH) and the boys, I'll make it up someday kay? (:

We took like an hours time to actually get to IMM. Pathetic right? Okay. So, we decided to have Long Johns, and it was XW's maiden attempt to buy something from Long Johns LOL.

Okay, Elaine and SH left shortly after we were in Popular. And Xw, Katy, Sw and I went to the Roof of Imm to talk. But we left for Daiso cuz there were too many Mozzies around. -.-

Went home after that. It was a fun day, and a long time since we've been out together O:

Alright, I'll blog again some other time (: